Sunday, May 16, 2004
oh man. just came back from the fruit stall!!!!!!!!!
sheesZ.this is plain madness.
never thought i'll see him again ( c'mon, it's a sunday. he's supposed to go out right?)
heck. it shows that he's a good boy. HAHAHAHA *slaps forehead* i dunno what i'm typing about.. probably delete this entry after a few days.
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my younger sister was right, she was telling me i'll see him again. if i took that extra effort to go down to the stall.
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you know.. i stepped up one step and took a peep at the stall! and see~ i saw this little boy.. and yes. i thought it was him! LITTLE BOY!
qian ru,qian ru.. you're too paranoid already.
so.. yah. my hopes were all crashing down.
and i was drinking milk tea at the stall while mom was talking to granny and aunt. my younger sister was drinking her milo...
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then i saw him..
i almost got chocked by my milk tea when he was just by my side.
oh man.. no change from him at all. still as cute as ever..he was wearing this red shirt and an orange 3/4 berms. ( the one you can buy from the night market?) hahahahahahahahhahah! sheesh. my younger sister kept grinning at me( i think she spoke a little too loudly when she turn to me and say " wah! he so tall one meh?") she also kept giving that look of " see, i told you that you'll be able to see him again." heck. and he was also looking at me.. my hair, to say the obvious. and then he smiled at me!! he smiled at me!!!!!!!! oh shees. told you i'm mad already.
actually, come to think of it, i'm afraid he thinks that i'm not a straight. hAHAHAHAHA!
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he kept walking behind me.. as in, kept pacing around. and yes. my heart was pumping that fast. you know. i almost spit out my milk tea.. and i was muttering to myself " oh shyza. what am i supposed to do?" and he was still smiling when he sat beside my mom. yes.. my mom was in the middle of the 2 of us. *croons*
yes, he greeted my granny.( he is sooo poilte) and listened attentively to them while i--- the idiot. dunno whether i should talk to him. his smile never fade away, i tell you. i love people who smile just like me! hahahaha!
i didnt in the end.. i mean. i couldnt say anything else, right? that is one thing i really reallly really regret right now. and he walked away and never came back again.
*shakes head*
it just happpened too fast and i was still in a shock? yeah.. cause i said that my hopes of him coming down to the shop on a sunday is pretty weird. ( i heard that he is attached, that's why.)
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hahahha. it's been 4 months and 2 days since i've seen him
seriously, i thought the feeling has already faded away.. and i never thought that same kind of " heart pumping of a rate of 900" " splurting out my milk tea" " glancing at him when he wasnt looking" would come back. seriously..
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whhh...atever. guess i'm almost above the moon! hahahah! thanks sis and michelle for listening to me on the phone. haha! love you guys man!
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heh.. it was 340pm when i saw him. and he went off at about 4? i think? heh.
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so it isnt a bad day for me after all! i'm soooo happy~
5/16/2004 05:19:00 PM/ i know what you want to say
