Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Uh, yes! I'll break completely free from Chinese for the time being. Part of me is feeling really happy and relieve about it, but the other part of me feels regretful for it. And you know, I really hate regrets. I regretted not studying for my Lower secondary syllabus and being too satisfied with myself for just studying my upper secondary notes. But then again, i've already finished the paper.. all cannot be un-do. I pray that the markers will grant favour for all of our papers submitted, really. Well, i would see if i'll need to re-take the examinations if i really really am desperate to get better results.
We'll see about it, yeah?
Okay, let's not talk about chinese!
Today's not as fantastic as yesterday.. if you consider cosying up myself in the living room being totally absorbed to a book being fantastic. ( Am reading " A Child called It" and the whole sequel) Emms.. you see. I wasnt supposed to go out with my pals to catch a movie because of my younger sister. Hey, but i dont blame her cus she's my responsibility. But i'm disappointed that majority of my friends have already caught the movie Madagascar, and my sisters as well. So, can i announce here that i need some company to catch this movie? Haha! It's really cute and humorous! :)
Anyway, the book that i'm reading really reflects on the different lives that children have to go through during their childhood. Firstly, I cannot believe the thought of myself ( or any other young kids) being forced to eat poo, being burned with the stove.. etc. It's really sickening to hear of such child abuses. And yes, i swear that i got pretty emotional when Dave Pelzer (despite what he has be putting through with, with his hellish mom) he still manage to pull through all odds. Which really make me wonder.
If he's able to pull thorough such a difficult ordeal in his life in such a young age. What makes me, to feel that miserable when i encounter such a minor obstacle in life? Let's say, the O Levels?
I really didnt had a chance to finish this entire life story about him in the past.( probably i was too young to read such a thick book. It's pretty demoralising as you go on and on.. and you'll be totally distracted on the way) Hah, I was the one who made my dad paid$ 30+ for this book and it's been time to touch this book.
Not to worry, i'll finish this book in no time! *grins
Alright, shall stop here! Gotto go! :)
5/31/2005 08:21:00 PM/ i know what you want to say
